Angel Numbers and Hopes

 Observing angel numbers and believing they might have an indication of what is in store seems to be a hopeful practice that I've very recently picked up. 11:11 somehow means a lot more than just close to a quarter past 11 or nearly 3 quarters left to mid-day or midnight. Lately, seeing 11:11 means you got to pray for THAT ONE THING... and somehow life comes down to the hope you feel in that one minute as if there might just be somebody who heard you ask for a very specific thing or just wellbeing in general sometimes. I'd been pulled further into this discussion or thought process by seeing repeated timings like right now is 15:55. The symmetry of that 555 simply feels peaceful and much better visually to a perfectionist like me. 

I guess seeing repeating numbers really might affirm you to believe in better things, transformations and an upside to things in general. It also helps hopeless dumbos like me to think maybe things will fall into place, but then I guess that is where things take a turn table - HOPE. Now I have no truck with life and I'm rather very satisfied with keeping hope no matter how bad things may get and always looking out there for a better tomorrow or just taking a breather by hoping on some things turning out differently, but hope is also very lethal when things do not turn out right. Staying hopeful sure is a pretty beautiful feeling and assures your restless mind of better outcomes and more days to come, it sure shows your mind light when you've basically slowed down all your chariots and sit dumbly, just randomly and depressingly pondering on your life or anything for that matter, hope is surely helpful to get the negativity out of your brain and getting some mor positive thoughts and better hormones running in the brain.

But as I said, Hope is Lethal. It is very hurtful for the times when you hope on another thing after one goes wrong and even the hope is helpless when the 'another' thing goes wrong. At some points in time, hope also causes chaos in your social life, take an example of say an exam that went well for your friend, but you messed it all up and you're sure this one is a no-can-do. But then you tell your friend about the whole thing, and your friend mind it, had a good exam, so they'll try to cheer you up, but does that help or make you feel even worse? Exactly.

Now another one very fatal thing about hope is it sets expectations and expectations rarely come true unless you're very, and to-the-point very realistic with what you're expecting or more say, you're expecting the worst outcome anyway, then in that situation hope sure works its wonders for you but otherwise, and which is the more realistic case, you hope for things to go right or at least work out a little into the right direction, that gives you a subconscious expectation. Mind it, you can run from hope, but expectations are contagious and once set, plead the potential to blow up your whole mood and all your positivity in one go - BOOM.

So, is hope good? Bad? Neither? The answer depends, but the one sure shot thing about it is - Hope is HOPE. It's the light you see when suddenly all emotions go dark on you, it's the other end of the darkened tunnel, it's the little light, it's HOPE. 

Just believe in the tales of those little repeating numbers and look out there for hope because hope is HOPE.

Ik, what the hell was this post?

But the title of the page says it ~ intrusive thoughts, that you'll never want to let out

Anyways~

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Rashima <3