A Year Later

 The first day I wrote something for this blog, I was a determined young student who was basically procrastinating on studying for her boards, I guess that was a wrong decision considering the final result that I did receive about two months later, I would really like to write something like I remember that day, that exact moment, that exact thought I had and how I had started. But, truth be told, the only bit I might remember from then is reading this really heart-touching book~ The Spanish Love Deception, and wanting to talk about it, but then not actually finding anywhere to write and in the end resorting to posting a blog about it after I was motivated watching an influencer write a blog oh so casually online.

Well, I do stand~ or rather sit here today typing away something I'm not really sure I'm gonna have somebody read, considering this is rather a raw piece of my mind laid out in elaborate words instead of some actual interesting story or experience a person wrote for a fancy blog.

Between the lines above and the lines below lies a very little difference -  of a few minutes to a reader but about 4 hours on my end as the speaker~ or rather typer of those specifically chosen words. Another difference that might just become visible even without my explanation is that this time around I've had a genuine thorough revision of my own words, so I might just have a slightly better clue at what I'm talking about. Mind my words, slightly~ because really, its much easier to type the same words ten times around than read them even a second time, for whatever reason it is, the words stay a fresh part of your memory, basically embedded in some secret chamber of your brain you never knew existed.

Another major event that did occur under the synapse of these few hours was the influence of music, because for some foreign reason- a song I haven't even heard once in the whole day of today is stuck in my head~ without any name to connect it with, just a random lyric, two lines on repeat. 

Now to add updates here, I lived a long long year of grade 11 between the previous post and this, with my year ending today coincidentally enough, and through this one long roller coaster of a ride I've seen about three journeys, a new (and I must add, I still have it) crush, , a bestie breakup, a death, a situationship heartbreak, a mega-base MUN (with a smoking hot EB), a face-up with health, a farewell I might just cry on remembering again, another death, and maybe a little drama here and there with of course, plenty of maturing.

So to sum it up there, I definitely lived plenty of adventures I didn't anticipate at all and some really sole-wrenching moments too, but here I am a year later, not completely healed but ready to take over a journey of regularity where I type in my adventure every now and then and also write away about the fantastic adventures I've seen through ink on paper or pixels on screen. To better uploads~

Lovies, 
Rashima ♡