Day 1
Hi!
This is my first blog and no, I'm only an experienced writer of any kind if you'd count writing those letters and stories for school English and Language Exams. I am a pretty decent student not going to lie, but that's all there is, I only go as far as being an average student and a responsible daughter. There's nothing more than that you could tell me I am and I'd one hundred percent believe you. Now that is who I am and there's no changing that.
This can be thought of as an introductory blog before I write of experiences, feelings, of life, of everything and anything. Now, from what I have believed and heard, the first impression you leave on a person really changes a lot of things further for you, so let me start this thing again and give you my first impression again
Hi!
I'm Rashima Saini and I am a sluggish person, I'm not so good at lying most of the time, but I guess I have an excellent lying capability when I do require it. So I do more or less lie a lot and I do more or less talk a lot as well. But at the same time I'm also a person with some social anxiety, not much, but it's there to trigger me every now and then.
So that's why I am writing this blog, to express myself. Freely this time, caring less and less about all that continuous judgement, because a person needs to have a seriously appreciable mind if they even made it this far through the blog, even when I've not even talked about something yet, it's simply just continuous clouded things about me and my life.
OK, so maybe let's get started genuinely talking about something. Let's just make what we're talking about just now the topic: Judgement. And maybe how in a world of continuous rush today, we barely care much about thinking of the people present around us.
Lemme start with judgment. Somewhere, be it in our conscious or subconscious, we're always continuously thinking about one thing or the other and it's only normal if our brain then starts to tag things as pleasant to notice and unpleasant to notice, or somewhere on a scale between those two. But that's not judging. In all honesty, what I feel is that it cannot be counted as a judgment unless it has been expressed, maybe in the form of words, looks or actions.
That's what judging is, and from what I've experienced, most judgments are passed through looks, fewer through actions and even fewer through words, but that doesn't mean it can be denied that judgments are passed, and that is not really good practice. In all fairness to those who think they can do anything by passing the looks and the sarcastic compliments though, they aren't people with the wrong motive, they are just people who don't know what to do about that motive and end up using the two brain cells they somehow do have.
Yep, I got a little out of control with that last paragraph, but I'd never take those words back, because one way or the other, they need to come out. Might as well make it through this harmless system of indirectly conveyed words.
Rashima ♡
